exam

heyheyhey.
I thought I would be away from nets during the national exams.
but, in the fact, I can't do that. ;p
well. tha bahasa indonesia wasn't so difficult. I meant, not all the questions were easy. there were few questions that confusing, but anyway, I still can handle it. thank you for the prayer guys.
I hope I'll get good score for bahasa indonesia exam, i wanna 100, but i know it's quite impossible, so I hope I can reach 90++ for the score.
and I've done the English exam too. Can you believe, it was more difficult than bahasa indonesia.
well, it's my opinion. there were lots of confusing questions and omg, I never thought that it would be that difficult. okay, my desire to get 100 for bahasa inggris might be failed. Still, hope I can get 90++ for it.

tomorrow, will do the math exam. Math is one of the most terrifying exams! the another terrifying one is Science!
but i think math would be easier than science.
I need more prayer from you guys! hope I can get 100 or at least 90++ for math and science, also for bahasa indonesia and english!

Watch diana rikasari's video blog post a second ago. and amazed with her english.
not only her writting but also wif her speaking.
She has a great fluency. :)

I gotta end posting now.
My stomach isn't feeling good.
adios!

Swelling :[

just uploaded few of photos in Belitung to DeviantArt. Hope u lyk it :]

yesterday went out to Jakarta, at 4.30 pm. we went to DanarHadi batik boutique coz mom was looking for batik dress. but unfortunately, she didn't get the size. cos they just provide one size only for one model. but but, we didn't get out from the boutique without bought nothing. dad got his 2 Batik shirt. and they look OK. then, we got out from the boutique and reached to kelapa gading. had dinner in Gading Batavia. Then, headed to my apartment at Paladian Park. relaxed for a while there. I watched channel V and fell in love with Britney Spears' new song in the album Circus. It titled If You Seek Amy. going to download it soon. remind me please. we stayed for 1/2 hour there. then we went to dad's office cos he had to put something there, and finally, went back home and arrived at home at about 10.30 PM.
and I was unlucky yesterday. my eyes was itching, and I scratched it. dont blame on me, for stratching eyes.. the itching was really really hard that almost killed me. and yes, my eyes became swelling. until morning. so i went to the church with swelling eyes.
omg. i dont know why it happened to me. i think i'm alergic to fish that I ate yesterday morning for my breakfast. forgive me., God :(

TOMORROW ! will head the national exam for Bahasa Indonesia.
Okay, don't be boring with it. haha. I promised, I wouldn't talk about it after the exam is finished.
wish me luck and keep on praying for me.okay? lols.

I was mad to my brother. Imagine, he uses the internet from morning to afternoon. days and days. No wonder, the quota is just 14% left!! OMG. he's so addicted to net!!
arrggh.

I guess I'll be away from blog, fb, twitter, dA for the next 4 or 5 days.
I'll be fully concentrate on the national exams based on my obsession to get perfect scores for all exams.
Thank you for understanding. Love u guys. xoxo.

New Layout Here <3

have a new layout here ! yippieee .
i think this new layout is kinda simple but lovely.
finally i found this one at blogskins.com

have nothing to do today.
i suppose to be studying now.
but somehow i just can't feel the urge to do it.
hehee. so decided to browse the net.
and finally I realized that I had to change my blog's layout cos somehow i just felt bored with my previous layout. and so I did, browse the layouts at blogskins and found this cute, simple, lovely skin.

btw, I haven't take a bath until now. and now is 10.38 am. :p

OMGOMGOMG. everytime i realise that the day after tomorrow I'll have my first national exam! it's bahasa indonesia, which is i'm not good at it. I curious for good scores for my exams! buttttt whyy am i so lazy to study for it?!

cos we belong together now

give me more lovin' that I've ever had
make it all better when I'm feeling sad
Tell me that I'm special even I know I'm not

went to the dentist. and yeah, I really really hate the smell of dentist's room.
well, the dentist's kind. she's so nice.
but omgomg , i hate the dentist's tools, and the room.
they sucks!!

3 more days to the national exams.
but, here I am, still sit down on my chair and posting blog and do some chat with friends.
listening to the music (muse-time is running out)
and... guess what, today I didn't study anything.
oh yah, have i told u?
the schedule of national exams is totally wrong!!!!
HOW DAMN IS MY SCHOOL!?! GAVE US A WRONG SCHEDULE!!
lucky me, my teacher at ys told me the right schedule. if she didn't, i probably die at the third day.
haha.

dentist

went to the dentist.
ooouchhh. my tootthhhh.

Poker Face

at the Billiton Hotel, Belitung.
dress : itc mangga dua on sale.
cardigan ; mom's
hat ; from grandma

Can I tell you how much i Love lady Gaga .
her style , her music , and all the things about herrr .
omgomg.

tomorrow will have holiday.
okay, it isn't a truly holiday.
I have to study and study for monday.
monday will do the Bahasa Indonesia exam.
wish me luck guys.

nervoussss ..
omgomgomg.

what?

was wearing all ITC's products.
hat ; grandma's gave it to me
tops ; ITC mangga dua
short ; Princess
sunglasses ; unbranded

hm. i just read a blog. not a friend's blog cos I don't know who she is.
and i read a part where she wrote her family's life.
and, I touched.
because the case is similar with mine.
My family's life isn't that good.
well, friends might know that i'm a happy person, whose never cry, and always smile.
they would not believe that I have a really deep pain inside my heart.
I had a happy family. yes I had. well, my family's still complete. I still have dad, mom, and brother. Mom and dad never fight.
but, one day i just realized, my dad is hiding something.
I was hurt when I firstly knew about it.
I just can't believe until now, why does he do that to us?
do i have mistakes?
does mom have mistakes?
does my bro have mistakes?
we love him.
i don't know what will I do if I'm mom.

enough. i will not talk about it anymore.
it just makes me sick. makes me cry.
and asks God why do this happen to me..
and since I read her blog, I just realized, that, I'm not the only one in this world who suffer this pain. I'm just one of them. One of them who pretends to live happily with things I have, but in fact, I don't. I don't need money, and all the glamors, i just need my happy family gather in love.

**
I haven't studied for the national exams seriously.
OMG. why am I this lazy?
**

Had a quarrel with my boyf today.
He wanted to go to the GOR to record a video of a basketball match between some schools.
I asked him not to go there. I asked him to go home earlier, take a nap and study for the national exams.
I didn't mean to not permitted him to do things he likes, but I just want him to do it in the right time.
I want him to prepare for the national exams.
finally, he gave in to me. hehe.

**

Twitter

I've joined Twitter. Blow your bubble.

and I don't know how to use it.
I think it's kinda like facebook.
but, there's like followers and some stuff i don't know what they are use for.
anybody can tell me how to use twitter? please O.o

Feeling not well today.
Oh God, please. Not now. Go away viruses. I don't wanna be sick at time like this.
I mean, in a couple days I'll do the national exams. and I have to be fit and ready for it.
so, i dont want to sick. :(

Tomorrow will do the English listening test. The teacher said that She would give us test like listening to some musics and conversation and we have to write the lyrics and the missing words.
Wish me Luck okay. ;) I hope I'll get better soon. So i can concern to the national exams preparation.

My bro broke up with his ex girlf.
and now he has the new crush!! I've told you. He's a player.
Omg. I felt sorry for his exgirlfs.
haha.
Lucky me, I dont have boyfriend lyk him. ;p

NATIONAL EXAMS

7 more days to National Exams.
Scared. Scared. Scared. :S
Guyyssss, I really really need your prayr,.
I'm gonna pass this test, aren't I?
With good scores.
So are my boyf, my besties, and my friends.

Flatshoes oh

don't understand what's changing in blogspot.
and what the 'scheduled outage at blablabla' means. ah. i really dont care about it.
in the afternoon, have nothing to do.
really really sleepy but can't even sleep.
go online and i think my speedy is going to be over soon.
omg.

btw, my result of province's tryout wasn't that bad. i meant, it's okay lah.
got a bad score in Bahasa Indonesia, which is i think it's not important at all.
got good score in Bahasa Inggris and i dont wanna talk about the others. well, i got 7,5 for science and 8,25 for math. Bahasa Indonesia is a shame. :(

my boyf is taking a nap and hasn't wake up until now.
i miss him lotslotslots.

eh meimei is using BB now. where's her older phone? idk. hehe. great for u sist.
sometimes i want it too but sometimes i hate it. why? there's a reason that i can't tell you.. and it's a bad thing. bad memory with BB.fvck.

craving for some flatshoes. i wanna buy them online in wondershoe but i'm scared if they go too small or too big for me. so i decided to wait for a freeday to go to Kemanggisan, Jakarta and buy them in the store.

Updated

well heyy.

have nothing to do so I decided to update my blog. I wouldn't tell much about my holiday. cos it was just AMAZING. WONDERFUL. and the beaches areee reallyy drove me crazyyy. the white sand, clean sea, adorable fishes, and great scenery. it almost make me forget everything. everything's here. omg can't wait to go there again.

went snorkling and took some photos also ate delicious food there. oooo. i'm gonna go there again.

there above are my wearing there and the beautiful scenery of Belitung. .

Yesterday out to lunch and wacth film. We headed to Pizza Hut and ate lunch there after finished the food, we headed to XXICinema and met lotsa friends. Firstly, my boyf, me, and some peeps wanted to watch Knowing but somehow it had started and we were about late. So, we decided to watch Kereta Setan Manggarai or wtf the title is. and it was freakin' weird. really, can't stand of Indonesian horror movies. Feel disappoint to watch it. But anyway I had a great time yesterday. Fyi, yesterday was my last day of Holiday. :(

felt sorry cos Icha couldn't come with us cos she's sick. Get well soon sist. we miss you here.

Browsed the net. and found 1 more fashion inspiration. She's beautiful and so stylish.

OMG. Soon, Indonesian will be the next Paris. haha.

check this blog out http://febrinautamiputri-redpumpshoes.blogspot.com/

Oh geez, i miss my boyf so fvckin' much. loveeeeee hiiiiim. soo mucccchhhhh.

2 more weeks to national final exams.

btw, happy bday to fiona's sista, Elena Tansil. Hope u all d best and great times in Canada. GBU always.

back home

just got back from Belitung.
OMG OMG belitung is a perfect getaway place.
a place to discover.
the beaches are soooo clean and you can look into the sea ground. :3
got my skin burned but it's okay because the experience i got is totally UNFORGETTABLE
i'll share it later okay. cos i'm very very tired! and now i'm uploading some photos of mine and belitung but it goes so slowlyyyy. damn !

8 months

Tomorrow I'll go to Belitung and I haven't packed anything. Sooo Lazy to pack those things.
Hey btw today is 8/4/9.
It means 8 months I've loved him
8 months we've been together
Through all the hard things and the good things.
I love You.. xoxo

Start it From YOURSELF!

OH great. I finished my Art & Computer practical tests greatly. hoho.
Well, sorry for those who didn't finish the test and for those who failed show their website.
Okay, I meant for the computer test, cos for Art test, EVERYTHING WAS FABULOUS. we reached 170 guests. yippiiee. and the art's teacher did say salute to us. *okay teacher, please dont speak bullshit just give us very very good score, it's the most important of all*
hehee.
Tomorrow will do my Science practical test, do the osmosis, physical test, i'd rather do the electrical thing, cos it's quite easy i think. hope everything will go just okay.

Yesterday, i helped my lil bro wif his girlfriend to be back together again. *girlf?? yes of course, my bro is a PLAYBOY. hope he doesn't read my blog cos I'M 100% SURE HE WILL BE SO MAD TO ME IF I CALL HIM A PLAYBOY. but he is. really. so girls, be careful!* hahaha. no, just kidding, he's nice * sometime *

oh yah, a minute ago, i just thought about how can we save our earth from the destruction.
I meant, okay, lots of people have announced and shouted about save the earth, stay away from globalwarming and others. But, can we see the significant differences? I guess we can't.
All we see, are just pamphlets and announcements. There is NO ACTUAL ACTIVITY FOR SAVING OUR EARTH. We should do the real things to save our earth from global warming. Not just by speak up.
We must start it from ourselves, and we become the example for them.
Let us start it now. Don't wait, Cos we dont have much times. Reduce the using of paper, and plant some plantation around your house. Thanks :)

Is this the way you leave me?

are we heading an end?

omg. what's happening wif u babe?

i dont have any idea bout it.

i really really do miss the time when we're completely together.

without problems between us.

and now, all the things seem so hard for me.

for you too, maybe.

but why do we seem so far away?

even you're now beside me. but i can feel it.

your heart is not around me.

your eyes are now empty.

i can't see your love to me.

i'm not ready yet.

please baby, dont u leave me in this way.

we can make it through without break up.

i really really love you.

can't you see it in my eyes?

that my love for you is true.

ain't nobody like you.

please tell me, you still love me.

please tell me, everything's gonna be alright.

please tell me, that I'm the only one in your heart.

and nothing can separate us.

please baby. please.

getting better

Okay, it's getting better.

LOL. LOL.

Just tellin you guys

My boyf permitted me to bring his SLR camera, to BELITUNG.

god. he's so nice. i adore him sosososo muchhh. xoxo

Promise you babe, i'll catch up some cute and beautiful photos.

I mean photos of myself. haha.

i'm sorry you can't come with me.

hey hey tomorrow i'll have my swimming test.

wish me luck okay.

even tough i know it's easy. haha.

:P

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MY EASTER HOLIDAY

BELITUNG HERE I COME

another good news again . i'm going to go to BELITUNG. Belitung is an island near SUMATRA, INDONESIA. it's my 1st travel to there. I'm really really excited ! well. firstly, dad planned to go to BANGKOK for the easter holiday. but unfortunately, the flight is fullybooked. so we didn't get any tickets left. but there's always a plan B. so we decided to spend this holiday still in INDONESIA. outofJAVA. and the choice came to BELITUNG. I'll be there for 3 days and stay at my father's friend's hotel, so i guess it will be free $.$

browsed about Belitung in internet. and found lots of great photos of Belitung's beaches. I wish I'll have great time there. and yeah. i can't wait to go to the beach and take some photos and submit it to deviantart or even to my blog and facebook. i'm sure they'll be jealous with me. haha.

The flight will be on Thursday, 9th April 2009 with Batavia Air cos Garuda Airline has no plane that fly to Belitung. will go with my dad, mom, brother, and also my grandmother.

PS : will become a bit hectic this week cos i have to prepare for the practical test :)