exam

heyheyhey.
I thought I would be away from nets during the national exams.
but, in the fact, I can't do that. ;p
well. tha bahasa indonesia wasn't so difficult. I meant, not all the questions were easy. there were few questions that confusing, but anyway, I still can handle it. thank you for the prayer guys.
I hope I'll get good score for bahasa indonesia exam, i wanna 100, but i know it's quite impossible, so I hope I can reach 90++ for the score.
and I've done the English exam too. Can you believe, it was more difficult than bahasa indonesia.
well, it's my opinion. there were lots of confusing questions and omg, I never thought that it would be that difficult. okay, my desire to get 100 for bahasa inggris might be failed. Still, hope I can get 90++ for it.

tomorrow, will do the math exam. Math is one of the most terrifying exams! the another terrifying one is Science!
but i think math would be easier than science.
I need more prayer from you guys! hope I can get 100 or at least 90++ for math and science, also for bahasa indonesia and english!

Watch diana rikasari's video blog post a second ago. and amazed with her english.
not only her writting but also wif her speaking.
She has a great fluency. :)

I gotta end posting now.
My stomach isn't feeling good.
adios!

Swelling :[

just uploaded few of photos in Belitung to DeviantArt. Hope u lyk it :]

yesterday went out to Jakarta, at 4.30 pm. we went to DanarHadi batik boutique coz mom was looking for batik dress. but unfortunately, she didn't get the size. cos they just provide one size only for one model. but but, we didn't get out from the boutique without bought nothing. dad got his 2 Batik shirt. and they look OK. then, we got out from the boutique and reached to kelapa gading. had dinner in Gading Batavia. Then, headed to my apartment at Paladian Park. relaxed for a while there. I watched channel V and fell in love with Britney Spears' new song in the album Circus. It titled If You Seek Amy. going to download it soon. remind me please. we stayed for 1/2 hour there. then we went to dad's office cos he had to put something there, and finally, went back home and arrived at home at about 10.30 PM.
and I was unlucky yesterday. my eyes was itching, and I scratched it. dont blame on me, for stratching eyes.. the itching was really really hard that almost killed me. and yes, my eyes became swelling. until morning. so i went to the church with swelling eyes.
omg. i dont know why it happened to me. i think i'm alergic to fish that I ate yesterday morning for my breakfast. forgive me., God :(

TOMORROW ! will head the national exam for Bahasa Indonesia.
Okay, don't be boring with it. haha. I promised, I wouldn't talk about it after the exam is finished.
wish me luck and keep on praying for me.okay? lols.

I was mad to my brother. Imagine, he uses the internet from morning to afternoon. days and days. No wonder, the quota is just 14% left!! OMG. he's so addicted to net!!
arrggh.

I guess I'll be away from blog, fb, twitter, dA for the next 4 or 5 days.
I'll be fully concentrate on the national exams based on my obsession to get perfect scores for all exams.
Thank you for understanding. Love u guys. xoxo.

New Layout Here <3

have a new layout here ! yippieee .
i think this new layout is kinda simple but lovely.
finally i found this one at blogskins.com

have nothing to do today.
i suppose to be studying now.
but somehow i just can't feel the urge to do it.
hehee. so decided to browse the net.
and finally I realized that I had to change my blog's layout cos somehow i just felt bored with my previous layout. and so I did, browse the layouts at blogskins and found this cute, simple, lovely skin.

btw, I haven't take a bath until now. and now is 10.38 am. :p

OMGOMGOMG. everytime i realise that the day after tomorrow I'll have my first national exam! it's bahasa indonesia, which is i'm not good at it. I curious for good scores for my exams! buttttt whyy am i so lazy to study for it?!

cos we belong together now

give me more lovin' that I've ever had
make it all better when I'm feeling sad
Tell me that I'm special even I know I'm not

went to the dentist. and yeah, I really really hate the smell of dentist's room.
well, the dentist's kind. she's so nice.
but omgomg , i hate the dentist's tools, and the room.
they sucks!!

3 more days to the national exams.
but, here I am, still sit down on my chair and posting blog and do some chat with friends.
listening to the music (muse-time is running out)
and... guess what, today I didn't study anything.
oh yah, have i told u?
the schedule of national exams is totally wrong!!!!
HOW DAMN IS MY SCHOOL!?! GAVE US A WRONG SCHEDULE!!
lucky me, my teacher at ys told me the right schedule. if she didn't, i probably die at the third day.
haha.

dentist

went to the dentist.
ooouchhh. my tootthhhh.

Poker Face

at the Billiton Hotel, Belitung.
dress : itc mangga dua on sale.
cardigan ; mom's
hat ; from grandma

Can I tell you how much i Love lady Gaga .
her style , her music , and all the things about herrr .
omgomg.

tomorrow will have holiday.
okay, it isn't a truly holiday.
I have to study and study for monday.
monday will do the Bahasa Indonesia exam.
wish me luck guys.

nervoussss ..
omgomgomg.

what?

was wearing all ITC's products.
hat ; grandma's gave it to me
tops ; ITC mangga dua
short ; Princess
sunglasses ; unbranded

hm. i just read a blog. not a friend's blog cos I don't know who she is.
and i read a part where she wrote her family's life.
and, I touched.
because the case is similar with mine.
My family's life isn't that good.
well, friends might know that i'm a happy person, whose never cry, and always smile.
they would not believe that I have a really deep pain inside my heart.
I had a happy family. yes I had. well, my family's still complete. I still have dad, mom, and brother. Mom and dad never fight.
but, one day i just realized, my dad is hiding something.
I was hurt when I firstly knew about it.
I just can't believe until now, why does he do that to us?
do i have mistakes?
does mom have mistakes?
does my bro have mistakes?
we love him.
i don't know what will I do if I'm mom.

enough. i will not talk about it anymore.
it just makes me sick. makes me cry.
and asks God why do this happen to me..
and since I read her blog, I just realized, that, I'm not the only one in this world who suffer this pain. I'm just one of them. One of them who pretends to live happily with things I have, but in fact, I don't. I don't need money, and all the glamors, i just need my happy family gather in love.

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I haven't studied for the national exams seriously.
OMG. why am I this lazy?
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Had a quarrel with my boyf today.
He wanted to go to the GOR to record a video of a basketball match between some schools.
I asked him not to go there. I asked him to go home earlier, take a nap and study for the national exams.
I didn't mean to not permitted him to do things he likes, but I just want him to do it in the right time.
I want him to prepare for the national exams.
finally, he gave in to me. hehe.

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