is it you, i am looking for ?

i’m currently listening to In A Rush, a song by blackstreet, well, an old song, it’s great anyway.
Hey, i haven’t told you about the camp, yea? Well.. it wasn’t bad. All were tired. we walked to the forest. Then we had to do some tasks there. The place was really cool. It was a great place for taking some pictures. Especially, for me and my bestfriend, meilisa. We both like photography. And we got some cool objects there.
It was 5.00 in the afternoon when me, and my groupmates, and the leaders went to the forest. We walked and guess what,, we should not wear shoes or sandals. And by eyes closed, we had to walk for about 200 m. It was dark already. We walked quietly, and yeah, it’s the best time i ever had in my life i think. I could hear birds sang. And felt the cold weather which was very great. keren bgt! Apalagi, waktu buka mata, omg, kita bisa liat kunang-kunang! It was great, wasn’t it? After that, we got back to the villa and shared things that we’ve learned that day.
Night, we should sleep. :] i went outside, AND PRETTY AMAZING! The view was really really greaaaaaaat. The sky was clear and stars was shining so bright. gue berdiri di situ ampir 15 menitan. Berdiri dalam kehenigan ceritanya. LOL. Sumpah, gw bener-bener ngerasain HOW GREAT IS GOD’S LOVE. GOD dah ngasih kita berjuta anugrah, alam salah satunya. But, why do we break it?

Ups. I must be off now. Sorry sorry. Gw lom nyeritain semuanya nih. Termasuk cerita di mana gw digigit PACET! Buahaha. My first time digigit yang namanya pacet kinda lintah gitu deh. :S bye bye.

what for tomorrow

close your eyes, gimme your hands darlin, do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?

okay, i won't ask u for ur hand. and put it on my chest, :s
well.. a few days ago, i heard that my ex crush had been in a relationship.
yea. i'm freakin' surprised. and yea, i felt sad. i didn't know why. i'm sure that i'm not in love with him anymore, after he broke my heart.
and now , he's with another girl .
well, is it broken heart?
i'm not sure . well, i'm going to the basic again, when i had a crush in someone then i cried when he didn't care of me , or became angry and undescribeable-feeling when he left me.
lol. i prefer that moment to had a relationship. ahaha.
knp ya? kya lbi menantang gtu.LOL.

hmmpf. i just had a chat wif my ex. and shit happens, [it didn't caused by me lo] he's now kinda weird. or somethin' la.:s
once again, bukan karena gw!

hey, tomorrow i'm gonna go to some fuckin' place where me and my schoolmates will have so much fun [teachers say], we're gonna go camping or somethin like dat. well, i'm not in the mood of go anywhere and hv some outdoor activites, you know, girl's prob. :(

well .. i must be off now.cz i hv to prepare for 2morrow. hope tomorrow will be great. [well i dont think so]
bbye : ]

missing him ?

oh God.
so many things i wanna write here.

tau gak sih, gw baru aja chat ama seseorang yang pernah light up my days. well, we're bestfriend since i broke his heart :[ sorry .
yaa gw ga enak aja ama dia. ad cewe yg ska ama dy. and she's better than in me all the way. she's pretty and kinda stylish. tapi tu cowo gamw ama diaa, knapa? gw rasa gw tau jwbannya. dia msh ska ama yg dlu. and u know who's she.

hff. gw jd ngerasa bersalah. :s
yesterday i cried ! :(
gga twu napa,,
yea, since we broke up gw ngerasa ada something's missing.
well, it might be, gw blom bsa ngebiasain diri sama status gw skrg.
if i say, i'm happy being single, it's not 100% right. i'm not that happy.
sometimes, when you need someone to talk to, someone to say i love you to, someone who says i love u to you and says goodnight to you when you're going to sleep, you gonna miss a boyfriend.
"time can heal the pain". yeah. i believe it. just be patient girl.

tadi classmeeting. we lose. haha.
i'm not so good in volley. and i think i hvn't played volley before. hhaha.

i must go now. i haven't had my dinner yet. bye. :D

great dayy

heya. i've moved from vanessanatasya.blogspot.com to this.
cha said, i deleted some codes that made my post didn't appear.
okay , shit happens, i dont know how to fix it !

hell yea, i've already finished all the final tests. so then, after school, me, and some peeps went out together. firstly, we planned to watch some movie. yea, indiana jones [i haven't watched it] . damn, the film had already started when we arrived @ elos . so then, we canceled our plan because the next film would be on 3 pm. some of us could not .

we decided to have lunch [second lunch maybe] @ met liefde cafe . we like to try some new cafe or restaurant . :3
yea.. not bad la . i bought a drink . shit, what was it? i forgot the name. :(
well, it tasted good at the first. remember , only the first .

hmm .. i think it's enough for today . i gotta do some chat with my peeps. :) see ya. :D