i finally found someone

once she loved. she will be loved forever.

i was in my DARKEST WEEK. where i couldn't find myself in a good mood.
i didn't notice who's loving me. all i cared just, he. HE, the one who broke my heart and made me so sick of love.

but now, i realise, everywhere i go, i just can't let go from him. he always be on my mind.. now, i realise, there still one man, who loves me. and will always love me. in every condition.

oh yeah. the 7th grader aren't so bad. they're nice. and lots of nice boys there. lol.

i can do nothing

i was having a good time, until he (K) came. he said he hadn't had the answer yet. he couldn't answer me. then i asked him, when will he answer me. he said, he doesn't know.

it's broken. torn apart.

all i've dreamed before. the date. the time. the time i've lost just for waiting you.

it's broken. torn apart.

all i've wished for. your love. your care. your heart. your life.

it's broken. torn apart.

maybe you're the one who makes me love you.

maybe you're the one who breaks my heart.

when i wanted to go..

when i decided to give up

when i decided to let you go.

when i decided to hold on to my faith.

to keep myself away from you.

you said. dont you go.

you gave me a light that leads me on.

you gave me hope. and i wondered you love me.

and now you just keep me hanging.
you don't give answer. but you don't want to let me go.
how long will i suffer this pain.
fear of losing that you can't handle
me neither
you say, just wait until the day comes.
i say, no, i can't wait
no. i don't say. i can't say.
i'm not brave enough to say that.

just like you. i have fear of losing.

losing someone i love.

losing someone i want to be with.

losing someone who breaks my heart.

twice. not once.
until it really really hurt.

i'm sorry. i never meant to love you this much.

perfect time to break my heart

booo. i just came back frm sg. it was a great trip. i went to siloso beach and watched some attractions in sentosa. songs of the sea was totally cool. then i went shoppin' shoppin' till drop. yea. till really really drop. haha. we went shopping from 9 am to 9 pm. lol. and bought lots of new things. branded store were in a big sale. and saw bitches were bitching! LOL. went to chinatown, ate lunch/dinner there. chicken rice was really delicious. @.@ i'm missing it! haha. then went to the esplanade. and shitty, the merlion @ singapore river or wtf is the name, was under renovation. i couldn't take some photos wif it anyway. T.T

well, me and K planned to meet on friday. i was really happy wif that. but, so sadly, he canceled it. huhu. he said, he had to do some practice for performance. -.-
okay, it was one of bad news. K doesn't love me. and he said that. but i still love him. :( K still loves his ex. T.T
but his ex doesn't love him anymore.
so sadly, isn't it?

anyway, it was a great trip.
for K : it wasn't a great time to break my heart. thank you all the way for broken my holiday and my heart.

Y is having a crush on someone. someone overseas. like what i did. haha.
goodluck for u. :D




I still love You K

holiday things

heyyaaa.. i'm totally missin' my bloggg. sorry for not updating..i've been soo busy. lol. then my suck internet connection didn't work. wtf. -.-
guess what time is it? it's 5.00 AM. i woke up @ 4.00 AM even i went sleep late. i couldn't sleep anyway. i dont kno why. my brain kept thinking about anything. then i became worry for some things. OMG. what a terrible night at all.
guys, today i'll go to somewhere. no, i'm not gonna die yet. there are still lots of things i must do before i die. haha. i'm out to singapore. for 5 days. my dad won't go wif us. he has works to do. then i'll go wif my mom, bro, and my auntiee :)
hm.. honestly, i wish i could meet him. K. but he must go to school. too bad. :( or maybe he just doesn't want to meet me.

***fuck! my incon's going to hell again, i meant, it's not working properly.

hm.. that's all for today. i'm off for a week. gonna miss y' all! and wish me luck on my holiday! because my mom, and my auntie never go overseas without their husband..so then, my mom and auntie don't know SG well. neither me and my bro. haha.