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summer love by homigl14@dA.

wonder if I can kiss like her. ain't that cute?


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yayy!! my boyf is finally arrived at Jakarta.
after a week in sulawesi.
now it's time for us babe.
won't let youu go anymore. hehe.
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my plan for tomorrow is watch Terminator Salvation at Botani Square's XXI
at 12.30 pm.
wiv my fcukin' hot boyf. hehee.

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didn't go anywhere today except out to church in the morning.
my plan to go to Mangga Dua is totally canceled.
dad was busy wiv his works .
too bad :(

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uploaded a few pict of my boyf and me.
<3>

me look 3 years younger. :P
my babe is so effin cuteeeeee






my hair was totally a mess.
took while we were in Dufan





xoxo.


"At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet."
Plato

Sometimes You Need To Know Who I Am

an old pict of mine.
:P

Feels Like I'm A Businesswoman

apologize for the previous posting.
was so mad of them.
but after I took a long deep breathe everything was getting better.
I dont know what'll happen tomorrow.
maybe they'll come wiv me.
or maybe not.
dont care anymore and let it flow. :)

saturday and will not go anywhere.
my Volvo has some troubles with his machine. [Volvo is a gent,hehe]. The driver is taking him to the car's hospital. hehe. I think he's gonna face some surgeons.
Get well soon, Volvo. :)

Dad has a meeting in Jakarta. He is on the way now.
And probably, he'll go home in the evening.
He's now become busier with his works and his new company. and new office too.

Mom is pickin' up my bro from school.
He joined some competition named Shukken.
I dont have idea what it is.

and now, here, I'm alone.
My boyf is still in Sulawesi, but now he's not in Pomalaa anymore.
He arrived at Kendari at about 1.00 am.
from Pomalaa to Kendari needs at least 5 hours.
I called him and we had a video call.
Miss him a lot.

thinking about going shopping to ITC Mangga Dua.
but not today.
maybe tomorrow.

and let me tell you about my plans during the next weekend which is the first week of June.
Omg. It's June already..
Time goes so fast.

Monday : Watch Terminator wiv boyf and some friends myb.
Tuesday : Go to Jakarta wiv friends and hang out
Wednesday : Go to Yun Sin rest to celebrate Mei's and Monic's bday , and might have a fitness
Thursday : Go to Samantha's house and make some home made cupcakes wiv Icha
Friday : Probably stay at home


<3 Cheers !

Fulfilling The Trash With Your Mouth

HATE PEOPLE WHO SPEAKS BULLSHIT !!
FUCK UR BULLSHIT !!

I'm mad of them !!
they said ok when I asked them to watch movie on Monday.
but now,,, they canceled it !!



u dont know me.
u dont ever know me.
u will not know me.
I MISS HIM.
if mom allows me to watch wiv my boyf, just 2 of us, I WILL NOT ASK U TO COME WIV US.
wont u help me?
so fuckin asshole.
is this what you called friendship?
u dont even help me when i need ur help.

Just Dance

where will I go today?



thinking..hm..

bored

another day staying at home.
and for this time. I feel so bored.
mom went to Jakarta from morning to noon.
then, my brother and I stayed at home.
was really really boring !

and my BROTHER IS SO FVCKIN ANNOYING !!

Love Means You

Dearest, my love.


I love you with all of my heart. with flowers to the leaves. with wind blowing the clouds.
I love you. Three words I can say. I don't know how to reply all of your kindness to me.
You've been so good to me, you've been so wonderful. You give me happiness and laughs.
You're always there to sweep my falling teardrops.
Thank you for everything. I know you're the one.
I love you.

damn it

adoring Nicoline Patricia
a photographer which is from Indonesia and have been a professional photographer
click here to see her website

:)

I didn't go anywhere for the last two days.
stayed at home.
and sometimes staying at home and doing nothing is great too.
actually, i didn't feel bored.
browse some videos at YouTube, chat wiv peeps, read e-stories, etc.
and the last, fighting wiv junior called Teresa Haryadi.
Hello. Are u psycho or what?
You called my bro a MOTHERFUCKER but u dont know who exactly u are.
u're worse than A MOTHERFUCKER.
you are totally an asshole fucking bitch with a damn face and you're cheap.
she thought that I have a gang named EKSIS. OMG?
r u kidding me?
I never built any gang because it seems CHILDISH.
I have bestfriends and we never called ourselves as a gang.
so, shut ur fucking asshole mouth up if u dont know anything bout me. okay ?



sorry for being this rude.
because this little fucking girl acts so fucking annoying.


be fine to me then I'll be fine to you.

Discount

VICTORIA'S SECRET IS IN DISCOUNT BABE !
omg love their bikinis .

I want these :

check 'em out , click here

the jelly sandals are really cute.
esp the pink one !
and the bikinis are really cute.
wondering I hve one. :)

Quotes of The Day

"By three methods we may learn wisdom: First, by reflection, which is noblest; Second, by imitation, which is easiest; and third by experience, which is the bitterest. "
Confucius

Okay, cancel the previous post :)

watched this film yesterday wiv guys. and minus my boyf.
my boyf is in Pomalaa, Sulawesi now. I dont where exactly it is. I haven't been there yet. hehe
He'll be back to Bogor on Sunday. oh i miss him so much.
wanna hug him and kiss him. and so sad that we couldn't watch this film together babe .

yesterday, Eliza invited us to have a lunch at Pizza Hut , Botani Square .
She payed the bill as she had her 15th bday on 23rd May.
Ate 2 slices of pizza.
Then, we headed to XXI Botani Square and watched Angels and Demons at 1.15 PM.
Was a great film that I enjoyed so much, beside the fact that I miss the time when My boyf and I watched together.
I rate it 9/10
So bad that I didn't understand the prologue.
They should add some more prologue :)
but anyway, it was great.

finished the film at about 3.45 pm and friends went home.
Meilisa and I decided to have a fitness at Celebrity Fitness.
It was my first time being there. Meilisa is a member there.
I tried 14 days free trial.
Unfortunately, there is a rule that those who are under 18 have to bring parent.
I didn't bring my parent. and i'm not 18 yet.
So meilisa told me to lie. haha. *devil*
I told them I'm 17 and I didn't bring any identity card.
so, after we waited a while, the manager allow me to try the fitness.
hehe.

Just had a treadmill cos we didn't had much time.
then, we had sauna.
and we went home after took a shower there.
It was quite interesting :)

not in the mood of blogging

not in the mood of blogging

Night at the museum

watched this movie at XXI Botani Square
the film was totally funny and interesting.
u should watch this ;)
but, i think this film is trying to be more like disaster movie and etc which is trying to combine all the things become one. like the cupids, they look like Jonas Brother.


then, ate at pantasteiik. well, i didn't bought anything that means i didn't spent any money for it. my beloved boyf payed it. we bought Banana Romance which was very good.
:)


then then then,
today was my first time, went home alone by ANGKOT.
all the way, my heart was beating faster and faster. haha.
but, anyway, I'm okay and save :))

My Relationship is now Complicated

problem has no ends now .
So far, I had a quarrel 2 times wiv my boyf.
fvckin tired u know. apologize but u didn't do any mistakes but if u dont apologize, neither he do!
Enough babe! If u still want 2 be mine, be FINE !! be calm and be more mature !
I hate to cry and cry. :(
I really wanna come back to the beginning.
when we were always happy and never had quarrel !!
Talk to me if u're bored wiv me. I'll go away if u want me to.




*** enough ***

btw, had a lunch at Botani Square and ate steamboat @HanSuki. not a nice one. the food wasn't fresh. My uncle payed the bill. because today was my aunt's bday.. so she invited mum, bro, and I to eat together. Happy Bday iii !! Wish U All d best :)

Bandung, Manado, Singapore !

Came to school and just had a chit chat wiv my friends and also met my lovely hunny bunny boyF. hehee.
then, planned lots of activities that we'd like to do during our school's holiday.
we planned to go to Bandung !! stayed at my villa, and shopped till we drop.
sound interesting but dont know if there might something happens and urges us to cancel the plan. hope there isn't any.

I really want to go to Singapore. Shop , Eat , Photo , and others ! huhu .
Meilisa wants too !! Samantha does either ! but, i'm not sure my dad will permit me.
hixhix.

Grandma asked to me to join her spend few days in Manado. I think it will be interesting. that I would love to diving and snorkling at the Bunaken. pray and take some photos at the statue of Jesus' Blessing. and go to the Prayer Tower.
Wow. Since Manado has became a great spot to visit in Indonesia, I really really want go there so bad. >,<
okay, there are still lotsa place I really wanna go.


boring boring boring

Finally Home

reached home finally. yesterday, went to Jakarta and headed to apartment cos the worker worked there so we had to watch after him. then, my family and I went to Bandung and spent weekend there. met my cousin's boyfriend which is suck. I dont like him! haha. He looks like gay. ups. too rude? sorry. haha. then from Bandung, we went to Jakarta, stopped at dad's new office at Kuningan which is veryyy veryy modern. haha. and then, went to dad's old office in Sudirman which is connected with Grand Indonesia, and had a window shopping there. Dad's old office is on 50th floor. How high it is!!

Oh yes, I've got a tip for you guys who have a house or villa in somewhere that you seldom come to it, you might pray lots when you're staying there. cos, my bro was so spooky that he couldn't control himself when we're in villa. he kept laughing and laughing and he couldn't stop it. He cried, and pointed to me. His body was freezing and sweating. Previously, we just thought that he was kidding. and can't stop laughing is an usual thing. but, laterly, he really really became so spooky and he talked to himself and said 'get out'.
luckily, my grandma was there. she prayed for my brother and slowly he became calm.

he told us, that he felt that his body was out of control and he couldn't stop to laugh. he felt that
'something' was in his body and took control of his body. and he heard a girl said to him 'don't fight'. OMG. I was scared!! but, I know, God's power is much BIGGER than satan's. In Jesus, we'll find no scare. Jesus Bless us and takes control of ours. He saves us. He's truly God. and nothing can beat Him. Thank You God. Love u. :)

Singing Chocolate High na na na

If we make each other happy, then we just can't lose

I don't mean to be decadent
I might sound like a hedonist
But the simplest way I can put it
You become a habit
The more I consume, the more I gotta have it

Ain't no such thing as too much
If you gave me everything it'd never be enough yeah
My black coffee with sugar no cream in the morning
You're my super double caffeine dream yeah

Your precious darkness got me so strung out
Aand lovin' the way that you got me so wide open, my babydoll
Jonesin' and fienin' under my skin
My nerves are screamin' when you're not here
See baby I need ya sugar, you're so delicious

There is somethin' about your love
That makes me just want to open up
Your flavor is the sweetest thing in life
I'm addicted to your chocolate high
Cause I want you, and I know that you want me
So let's stay close like we supposed to be
And just get high off our own supply
I'm addicted to your chocolate high

I be trippin' in so many ways if I
Go a single day without a taste of your love
The finest cuisine of today's world
Five stars, oh you're so gourmet girl

I crave you, I want you
Every cell in my body needs you
Tasty like Hershey's and Nestle
You're rich like Godiva boy you just so sexy


Your flavor is the sweetest thing in life
And I don't ever want to come down
I'm addicted to your chocolate high

VANESSA IS IN LOVE WITH INDIE ARIE'S SONG ; CHOCOLATE HIGH :)

DUFAN

just got back from DUFAN. OMG. it was tiring but exciting :)
had so much fun there wiv my bestfriends nd boyfriend.
took some photos but not me. Abe and my boyf took some photos of us.
yayy.
I am not satisfied yet because we didnt have much times there.
but it was great.

upload some phtos later. i'm soooo fvckin tired !! :(




P.S to my boyf : I really love this day. the day when you and me had so much fun together. thanks for the hugs beyb. I love u. So in love with u. and I'm still missing u here. miss the hugs and every great things u give to me. lovelovelove.

oH So whatEva

went to suryakencana and had dinner there. i ate fried rice and drank an orange juice. yummy !.

bored.bored.bored.







hmm..

I'M FREEEE

yayy. finally I'm freeee :) English writing test was quite easy. but i think i did a mistake of putting a complication in the recount text. eh i did it cos i have an alibi. hahaa. i thought if i didn't put any complication there so the story would be soo boring. ;p stupid alibi. -.-

BAD NEWS BAD NEWS

TOMORROW ISN'T HOLIDAY !!

WE STILL HAVE TO COME TO SCHOOL! why? because we had to clean our table from the vandalism.! oh so great.
but we keep stick to our plan. :) but maybe we'll go to dufan after the teachers let us go home.

bad thing happened today. Eliza was so dissapointed and angry when she heard that tomorrow isn't holiday. i dont know what the exact reason. but i guess she was dissapointed with the news. :( and the worse is, Ab was mad and angry to Eliza.OMG. things are so complicated by now. ;(


P.S to my boyf : I'm sorry dear that I couldn't go to watch a movie. I'm kinda lazy and I dont have money. And And my mom would not permit me anyway cos tomorrow we'll go to Dufan and it costs money. I have to save my money hun. I'm so sorry that I might dissapoint you. I love u.

New Layout

just changed my blog layout.
more simple and plain. well, I have to retouch it again. cos i think it's too plain.
I will upload my photo. and also I will change the head.

dont know why, I feel like there are lots of things I wanna write here but, when I decided to post, those lots of things are suddenly gone. I think I have a trouble of expressing my feeling.
or maybe it's just because my brain is soo full with school's materials so there's an error occurred in my brain. oh doctor brain, can u help me fix this brain?

End of Study

I totally screwed up the school's exams. :(
They were difficult. more difficult than national's.
First day, well, I still can handle it. Second day, worse. Third Day, Worst !!
I did a really stupid mistake. not read the question carefully, so did that stupid mistake. If I get bad score at my Sundanese's writing test, I will CURSE that QUESTION.

yesterday made some doughnuts by myself. okay, not by myself all the way. Grandma's sister helped me. or I helped her? lols. and i'm not good enough at making doughnuts. but the taste was great. ;) satisfied. :)
here is the photo of doughnut's dough that would be fried.

well, the shapes maybe not circle, but, after we fried it, they turned to circle :)

tomorrow will do my English's and Indonesian's writing test. I guess we will have to create a story about narrative/descriptive . well, we'll see.

Oh ya, yesterday was Meilisa's and Monica's birthday :):) happy bday gurls, hope u lyk the gifts .
p.s ; bought them high heels. black-purple for Monica as purple's her favorite color, and the shocking pink heels for Meilisa.

and now, thinking of what to give for Eliza at her bday. on 23rd May. *correction
Maybe we'll get her a high heels too :]



and I miss my boyF so freakin' much :-*

REMINDER : 2 more days to DUFAN

Pretty babes

woohoo..
went to jakarta yesterday. and went shopping at MKG. was happy cz luckily, ZARA is on sale :)
bough a red-white stripe T-shirt and found a very cute harem pants but unfortunately, I remembered to save my money to go to Dufan wiv friends so decided to not buy it. :(
and bought a white cute tank top at orange. and and went back home this mornin' at 6.00 AM cz I wanted to go to church. and after church went to Ekalokasari Plaza and bought a cute skirt at mom's friend's boutique.
upload my new babes soon ;) gotta study for tomorrow's exams ! bubyee.

Smoochhh

tried to post some looks of mine.
well, was bored at home doing nothing so decided to play dress up. haha. I just captured 4 photos yesterday cz something wrong wiv my camera.
omg whats wrong wiv my camera? it was okay when we were in Belitung! maybe the camera miss belitung lyk I do. hehe
gonna repair it soon. :]

playing dress up ;p

Spicy

tomorrow is holiday [finally].
and will do my School Examination for 4 days and after that everything seems so bright. :D i meant, school is done. Just wait till the result comes and while waiting for the result. we're totally free. :) My friends and I have planned to go to Dufan the day after exams are over. Can't wait that day! we'll have so much fun there guys. :):)

Uhh. have nothing to post. no idea cos I'm really hungry. Ate some Nasi Padang but unfortunately it was very very spicy that I couldnt ate it anymore. I really really hate spicy foods though. :S

Post more later. okay. bubyee. have a nice day.

yayayyaaa

School isn't like School !
we studied nothing . the teachers just remind us that the school examination is getting closer to us.
they didn't teach any new materials. except giving us such tests. tomorrow will have listening test of Bahasa Indonesia. And i really hate listening test! not because i have problems wiv my ears, but it's a complicated thing to listen to the material and write about it again. why don't we just listen to indonesian's songs and write the lyrics ? i think everybody can get good scores for it and no need to remedial . then on Thursday, will have the Geography test! hey teacher?!

I wish I could go to BloopEndorse distro. It sells great things like T-shirt, skirt, dress, shoes, and their gladiator shoes are great! but have no time to go there :( and no money . maybe will go there after school sucks examination is over and I have free times already.

OMG, i'm sooo hungryy !! it's 8.39 pm and I haven't taken my dinner !! gotta off now. Going to eat asap! !!

btw, for you fashion louvre, open this web Lookbook.nu thanks ! cheersss xoxo

Emotion

apologize me for my previous post.
my emotion just went out from my heart.
anger. disappointed. and whatever.

I prefer spend my times with friends to family. sorry if i have to say that, but it's true.
Though my father is only at home for one day full in a week.
beside that, he's totally at his office. work and work.
maybe forgets his family.
though he prefers spend his breakfast wiv his friend.
This is SUNDAY dad!
and the worst thing is, even he's at home, he works!
and if he doesnt work, he just complained about things.
complained about my room which is not too messed up.
complained about ANYTHING. I HATE IT!
I miss the time when I was small.
when everything was better than now.
I pray to God, I tell Him, I need my family gather back again in a better way. no need money, richness, and glamor.
I just need my family.
And now, it becomes harder to spend my weekend wiv them.
Dad's always busy busy busy busy and busy!
doesn't care about us.
Mom cant do anything.

And he can't let his hands away from his cellph although he's at home. although he's with us.
how bad is his work?? is it important than us?

I HATE YOU!!!!
for some reasons JUST GO FVCK UR ASSHOLE UP !
I REALLY HATE YOU
after these things you've done to us.
DONT YOU HAVE ANY FUCKIN HEART?!
dont u realize how I love You
AND NOW AFTER THIS ALL YOU'VE HURTED ME.

damn! I hate you like hell. YOU'RE JUST A BASTARD appears like a god.
WHO THE HELL R U?
I DONT FVCKIN KNOW YOU ANYMORE .

Just To Say Good Morning

GOOD MORNING =)

Another boring free day

Yayy ! national exam's over just yesterday.
And school gives us a one free day. It's today.
And I didn't have nothing to do.
I supposed to go out wif friends. but mom doesn't allow me to go anywhere. she asks me to stay at home and watch for the workers who are repairing some parts of my house.
damn.

by the way, got this video link from dad, and it's great.
the video has deep meaning. it shows us about poverty and hunger that still exist in this world, while some rich people are having their best dinner, but look at those poor people who just eat the food from the bin! check this out ! http://www.cultureunplugged.com/play/1081/Chicken-a-la-Carte <>
after you watch it. please share it to your friends!


yesterday, went out to Fiona's house to change clothes,. then, headed to Botani Square and watched X-Men Origins : Wolverine. The film was great. I'm wondering, why does wolverine become so popular? I meant, due to the next Twilight series, I heard that there will be wolverines, oh whatsoevr if i did mistake cos i don't follow the Twilight series and dont really care bout it. lols.
The film finished at about 2.45 pm. Mei, Icha, Dina, Ab, Fiona , and me, had lunch at pizza hut, which was so embarassing that I wore T's that texted Pizza Hut completed with the logo of Pizza Hut on the front and ate there. Luckily, there was nobody called me waitress. lols.
My boyf, didn't have lunch with us, after watched x-men, he continued to watch Knowing. WITHOUT ME. *should I capitalized those words??* I was lazy to watch it. so i didn't follow him.
Finally went home wiv boyf.

I really have nothing to do today. Planned for some activities with Fiona for today, but none of them happens today. shit. Boyf and his family will go to Dufan, Ancol at noon. :( Haah. Everybody's going out now, But not me! Gotta sleep all the day long. Bubss ! :-*