Singapore, here I come !

I will be jetting off to Singapore tomorrow
so, I'm not gonna post for about 8 days.
will be back to Indonesia on 8th July
I'll miss you guys.

contacted Fiona minutes ago
she said Bali is fine.
good weather.
She just finished diving when I texted her
I wanna go diving too.
but, Singapore is okay la.
:)

Dad gives me SGD550 for 8 days trip in Singapore.
well, not much, but it's pretty good.
I can manage my financial there
thanks, daddy.
FYI, daddy wouldn't come with us to Singapore
he has lodsa works here in Jakarta
too bad dad.

will bring my blackberry.
and I will use XL for sure.
so, send ur msg to my XL numb please.

I haven't finished packing
Confused of what else shall I bring
will continue packing after this


Bubbyee ! :)

Misunderstanding

Just got back from Bandung.
well, I have to say this.
I found lots of cute stuffs in Debenhams.
but I didn't buy anything there
my mum became so suck yesterday
she didn't allow me to buy anything there
I want some flats moom.

look at the picture above
Out Of Order
some Indonesian people r misunderstanding
with this phrase.
can u guys tell me what does it mean?
yes, it means that something is broken.

but, my friends and some Indonesian people,
do mistakes
they still think that this phrase means :
empty, no stock, usually found in stores.


not to show off
but to inform u guys
:)

Come Back to Me

currently addicted to Come Back To Me by David Cook.

just love the lyrics and David's voice and the video.

Tomorrow's plan :

• Go to Botani Square, meet my boyf and Dina.
  
• Go to Senayan City, mom said that Debenhams is having a sale
• Go to apartment in Kelapa Gading
• Go to Bandung and stay there for a night
  

Singapore !

Talking about holiday.
Fiona is going to go to Bali on 29th June.
and lots of friends are going there too.

Everybody will have fun on theirs holiday.
So will I .
:)
I'll spend my holiday
from 30th June to 8th July
in Singapore !!
Yay !

will go there soon with mum, cousins, bro, and Meilisa !
first time spending holiday with friend.
anw, can't wait till the date !
hihi.
but, we aren't going to spend holiday like we're a shopaholic or a millionaire.
We will be backpacker there.
Stay in cheap place.
eat in cheap restaurants.
and shop in traditional markets.
we won't go shopping alot.
we won't spend our money on buying branded stuff..
although, there is having a great sale.

so, here are the places I wanna visit when I'm in Singapore.

Marina Bay.
It was being renovated when I came to Singapore last year.
so sad.

red dots traffic museum
if I can't enter it, maybe I'll take some photos there.
:)

Orchard Road
the paradise of shopping

Bugis Street Market
the 'cheaps' are here

Siloso Beach in Singapore
gonna take some photos there
and I have something to buy there.
A swimsuit maybe.
:)
I bought one there and I like it very much

and many more.
lols.
can't wait to go there.


see ya guys.

Farewell

Yesterday was my farewell party

the theme was vintage
Okay, it was totally boring.
but it is understandable.

this is Junior High School
not a Senior.

:)

took some photos.
some photos come from @sunshine after the rain

Meilisa and I

Me & Meilisa

Me, Meilisa, Natasha, Sarita, Fiona, Dina


wearing ; unbranded polkadot dress, DIY necklace, DIY ribbony headpiece, Roxy sling bag, silver flatshoes bought from The Catwalk


sweaty me
thx to my boyf who took this pict :p

what happened to my lips?
lols.




anw, we had fun yesterday.
farewell my friends :)
we are now graduated.
we are now not junior high schoolers anymore.
we are now senior high schoolers.
the memories will be kept in my heart forever.
thank you teachers for everything you have taught us.
we learned so much things
we learned about friendship, discipline, manner, love,
and the most important thing
is LIFE.

we started with a big smile and laugh
on our tiny faces
let us end this with a big smile and laugh
on our mature faces

we got so much changes.
since we entered this school..


thank you love,
for teaching me how to wait, how to give, how to share,
and how to love my boyfriend.

:)

Good news in a Bad day

GUESS WHAT ???!!

I PASSED THE NATIONAL EXAM.
MY RESULT IS SATISFYING.
yayyyyyy
superb yayyyyyy
mega yayyyyyy

thanks God.
I love You so much.
thank You for being this GREAT to me.
You answered my prayer.
as usual :)

my scores are great.
got 10,00 for my MATH test!!
amazeddddd B-)
and 9,60 for my ENGLISH test!!
and got 8,00++ for the others.
so my total score is 36,40
:)


thank you guys for the prayer
and finally, I'm no longer listed as a junior high school student
but, I'll be listed as a SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL student
people says senior high school's moments are unforgettable

Can't believe
time goes so fast
feels like just yesterday I entered my elementary school
and finally I'll wear that skirt.
greys :D

Thank you for everyone who has supported me.
I finally come with a good news and result.

My Best Love to Jesus Christ .
xoxo.

Wishlist

browsed Forever21 's website
and found lots of adorable and cute stuffs.
put them on my holiday's wishlist.
:)

Suddenly I See

warning ; this post is not related with the title.

does anybody recognize my title?
it is a title of song.
i forgot who sings it.
anyway, i love this song.

***
really tired today.
my lil cousin, jesslyn, came to my house.
and I played with her from morning to noon.
sacrificed my nap time.
but, its okay la.
she's so adorable and not a naughty girl. :)
she's so nice.
and tomorrow she'll celebrate her 4th bday .
I have prepared for the gift.
I have ordered some cupcakes with the Disney Princesses on them.
tomorrow will take it.

omg. uploading photo takes really long time !!

she is so cute and adorable, isn't she?
btw, she was wearing my ex dress.
I wore it to Jesslyn's mom marriage.
about 4 years ago.
and surprisingly, it FITS on 4th years old girl.
OMG.


***
BTW, tomorrow is supposed to be my result day .
but, it is canceled.
they don't know how nervous we are.
arghhh.

pray for me, and my friends and my boyfriend, and my bestfriends guys.
please.

Apologize me

apologize me for the previous melancholic post.
too many things stressed me out.
can't help my emotions leak out.

xoxo ;

I come to the saddest point in my life.

haa. yesterday watched film @Box Office wiv boyf and some peeps.
the film was creepy. and sucks for me. here are the reasons :
1. I came late cos sumthing wrong wiv my car.
2. I didn't understand the film.
3. I watched horror movie but none of the film was horror.

the title is Missing.

***
I'm going to spend my holiday in Singapore.
in the beginning, I was very happy knowing my father allow me to go to Singapore, with cousin and MEILISA, and mum. it's gonna be teenagers' holiday. excpt mum. hihi.
but, when I told my boyf about my plan spending holiday there, his reaction was really not satisfying. u can say it was far away from satisfying. he became angry and he said he was totally disappointed with my plan.
now, when the ticket is finally in my hand, I haven't got place to stay there. :(

***

suddenly, I'm about tired living my life.
not because I haven't got place to stay in sg, nor because my family problem.

my boyf is angry to me now.
I'm tired babe. I'm tired of having quarrel with you.
I'm tired of disappointing you. I know I am always wrong.
Maybe I never make you happy.
I always bring disappoint things to you.
I will never be perfect. and I will never be like what you want.
If this is love, I want to stop.

**
my mom is angry to me now.
She's angry to me, for unknown reason.
I don't feel I made mistake.
My BRO did it.
but why r u angry to me now?

**
my bro sucks.
very sucks.
he keeps shouting at me. and shouting words I dislike.
FUCK.

**

I feel like I want to end up my life very soon.
I'm done.
Done for this tiring life.

**

am I supposed to end up my life for problems?

**

I don't know.

**

I don't know what to say anymore.
This blog is really helpful for me.
I have stopped sharing with my friends about my problems.

***
Sometimes they make me feel better after I share them about my problems.
but, most of time, I just can't feel better. Maybe it just disappears for a sec but it comes again.

DIY project

then ...



yay. got my ribbon headpiece : )

my first DIY thing.

yay.

got inspired from

forever 21






i know mine is still worse than the forever 21's

next DIY project : STATEMENT NECKLACE.

:):)

Our result will be satisfying

I never say that I love my country.
but, I didn't want anybody to tell bad things about my country.

***
sorry for days without posts
.
was so busy from weekend until today.
my uncle and aunt with their children which are my cousins came to Bogor and
we have to guide them to travel Jakarta and Bogor
because they are from Bandung.
and went to Jakarta Fair.
upload photo soon.
there was so crowded.
and i dont like crowd place.
then, on Monday.
accompanied my father to airport.
He is in Malaysia now.
then, mum , grandma, and me went to ITC and did some shopping there ;)

today.
went to Grand Indonesia
and had a windowshopping.
:)



congrats to my seniors in high school which have been graduated.
I meant, they passed the test successfully
and received good news from the postman.

my result will come on Saturday.
this Saturday.
20th June.
Please guys pray on me.
and my boyf, and my friends.
and whole ninth graders in Indonesia.



btw, I'm gonna spend 9 days in Singapore.
start from 30th June till 8th July.
yayyyy :)

I'm a die-hard fan **

a bucket of flowers = )
is that for me?
haha.
***

can't get myself enough from Lee Min Ho. :p

woke up at 7.00 AM.
dad woke me up.
he didn't know I slept late night.

saturday !! yayy .
Hope today will be great day.
my lil' cousin from Bandung will come

Addicted To BBF :p

as always lee min ho
I adore you.
lol.


went nowhere today.
ah. just went to Botani Square wiv mom and auntie.
met Mei & her boyf there
they were going to watch 17 Again.
they kinda invited me to join but I didn't want.
not in the mood of watching films and go wiv friends.
not because I'm having problem wiv them.
I just feel that everytime I go wiv friends and boyf, I spend lots money.
LOTS.
and it makes me become more consumptive
I have to practice to save my money.

can't stop thinking about Lee Min Ho.
haha.
OMG. he's just so handsome. and adorable.
;p
okay,, stop thinking bout him.
my boyf becomes jealous of me thinking min ho. ;p



tomorrow my auntie and uncle and their children from bandung will come to my house.
and my guess, I will spend my weekend wiv them.
and I think I will go to Jakarta Fair.

I can't help myself from Lee Min Ho's flawless :P

totally adicted with BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS.
OMG. those 4 boys really really hot.
esp Goo Jun Pyo ( Lee Min Ho )

finished watch it just a few minutes ago.
yesterday bought it, and watched it until 1.30 AM !
then I woke up at 8.00 AM.
drank some water, refreshed my eyes, and continued watching.
and I just finished it..
wondering is there really a man like Goo Jun Pyo.
handsome, rich, smart, cool, romantic in mysterious way, and full of surprises, has a great body shape..
If there really is..I could die for him. HAHAA.

copied about gazillion photos of BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS and of course,
LEE MIN HO ;p

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Don't know why I put your name in my phonebook

gotta change my blogskin soon.
hate the boxes that makes my pictures and cbox look don't fit and not supposed to be there.
ugh.
I know I can fix it by changing the HTML codes.
but, I'm too lazy to do that.

**
went to school today.
teacher had something to tell us.
the juniors had a class meeting.
the girls showed modern dance or sumthing like that.
love some, hate some.
the boys had basketball match, soccer, and volley.
well. too bad the ninth grader couldn't join.
:(

**
btw I'm still waiting for the exams' result.
the most scary thing to wait ; national exam's result.
I'm so afraid that me and my peeps also my boyf don't make it.
pray for my please. ;D

You better fuck your mouth up

when the lights turn to blur.
@Paris Van Java, Bandung





my outfit.
is it look like a jumpsuit?
hehee.
it is not actually.

wore an unbranded black tank top+black legging = jumpsuit look alike
btw, wore mom's belt.


***
sorry for the absence.
I've been away from my blog for couple days

saturday, I went to Jakarta with my family and in the noon, dad decided to go to Bandung.
yes. we went to bandung finally and arrived there at about 6.00 pm
and we headed to Paris Van Java
had a shopping with mum, and had dinner wiv fam.
at Shin Men restaurant.
then stayed at villa.

sunday, woke up at 8.30 am
then took a shower.
andd we headed to Lembah Karmel,
a catholic place to pray.
a church exactly.
prayed there.
and ate quick breakfast there.
and guess what.
I found this cute and adorable horse.





uuu. so cute aint it?
lols.
i think it would be better if the horse is whiter
cos i'm pretty sure the owner never cleans her skin.
:( so poor.

Spend My Weekend in Hongkong Wanna Be

paris van java at nite.




while having dinner at Shin Men , Paris Van Java


not updated for a few days.
and here I am.
back wiv a refreshed-mind.
hehe.

went to Jakarta on Saturday.

This boredom is killing me softly

piano girl @KJD


***

really have nothing to do today.
feel disappointed cos my boyf still wants to sleep after I hardly woke him up
alone at home.
mom is going somewhere.
bro is schooling.
dad is working.
friends have their own activities.
and I, stay at home.
as usual.

Yogurt?

girls just wanna have fun by yoursunrise

***

went to school to meet my boyf.
unfortunately, we just met for bout minutes !!
oh hate it.
dont u know that I miss you so much. :(
today his basketball team and himself had a sparing wiv Sekolah Pelita Harapan.
well, they didn't make it.
but none of them is sad.

***
myself. went to Met Liefde Cafe.
wiv girlfriends.
had lunch there.
I ate fried rice which was so damn good.
and drank.....um.....what's the name. omg I forgot it.
and it tastes good too.
yummy.

after that, headed to Botani Square and had a fitness.
pretty tired.
and successfully, make me sleepy just now.

**
gotta off now.

sleepy and tired.
but still have to wait my boyf.
ugh. i hate waiting babe.
:(





p.s I don't like 'yogurt'
it tastes terrible.
any kind of yogurt.
taste lyk an expired milk and ugh. make me wanna throw up.
regretting my 25000 rp for buying a cup of yogurt.
@J.Co
but the toppings were great. hehe.

hello june

by the way.
it's JUNE already.
hello June and goodbye May :)

yay yay

the forgotten clown @deviantart.


***
watched Terminator Salvation today wiv friends and boyf.
it sucks !
I didn't understand the whole of it.
the only thing impressed me is the sound and film effect.
I prefer the previous terminators than this.

and watched the trailer of Harry Potter the Half Blood Prince
ain't it?
I'm not really sure the title.
hehe.
I read the book already.
:)
it was ages years ago. haha.

**

bad news ! tomorrow's plan is canceled.
how sad it is.
but but but
will go to ITC Mangga Dua wiv mom , auntie , and uncle .
hehe.
happy :)

**

enough for today.
my eyes is getting tired.
plus, i think my minus is increasing.
shit.

bubbleye.