Moving Moving

I'm moving to somewhere else.
I'll tell you where, but later. :)

Happy Fasting for y'all who are fasting.
I don't fasting.
I'm a Christian, but as a Indonesian who lives in Indonesia, I have to be tolerated to those who are celebrating their religion's events.

Well, Yesterday was holiday and I went to Jakarta,
did nothing there.
I just accompanied my mom,
mom bought A Guess Watch which price is Rp 1,560,000 ; a Guess Handbag which price is Rp 1,300,000 and got a Guess Leather Wallet for only Rp 100.0000. It was a promotion. The original price of the wallet was Rp 500,000 but mom got it for only 100.000
I was hoping that mom would give it to me, but she didn't. :((


I'll tell you a fact about myself.
I hate the scent of perfume, any kind of perfume, I never like it.
I'd better choose not to wear perfume if mom doesn't insist me.
but, I like buying perfume. Weird, yes.
I love the bottles. They are beautiful but I never wear it.
hehe. you might think that I spend my money for something useless, but here I am.

Btw, I browsed around some of fashion blogs.
and I was surprised that I found a blog which the writer is just 10 years old.
It's a fashion blog!
oh my God.
I really couldnt believe it.
is this what globalization caused?

Indonesia !

YUHUUUUU!
Happy Independence Day, Indonesia!
Congratulation of Your 64th Bday!
Through tears and laughs,
I love you Indonesia.

pict (click here)

Counseling was Great.

hellas people.
lack of the post again.
hm. u can punch me if u want to.
but not too hard puhlease.

well, what I have to tell u about.
I had my counseling session with a psychologist.
I came with my mum.
and really, I was amazed with the psychologist, his name is Mr.Eddy.
He knows almost everything!
He said that I'm good in writing, yes, I am. no mean to show off.
He said I'm bad in math. Yes, I am.
He said, I am lazy. errr, okay. lol.
He said, I have a strong intuition or feeling. Maybe u can say that I have the fifth and a half sense. lol. In this case, He's pretty right. Sometimes I can feel that something bad will happen or I feel that there will be something go wrong, when I feel that, my feeling turns to be bad.
He said, I'm very good in Languages. He said I can learn and will speak at least 3 diff languages.
Yes. He's right again.

and the happiest part, he gave an advice to me that I shall enter the science class when I'm in grade 11.
LOL.
and also, he told me to be a neurologist.haha.
I interest more in Food Technology than some medically thing like that.

and I caught a sentence from him, I think it's a quote for me.

"Friends are temporary, Talent is eternal"
-Mr.Eddy

Motions

I don't mind if you keep insisting me to do what you want.
Since u're my boyfriend and u have a little right to manage my life.
but, please, don't ever break my heart.


lately, my motions turn out and in so fast.
like, a minute ago I was happy then suddenly it turns to tears.
well, not that fast. but yes, I don't know why.
my motions are unstable lately.
sadly.

got a lot of school's stuff.
I had my comp and geo and english quizzes done.
Screwed my english quiz.
I totally forgot the past form of 'sting'.
it sucks. sucks.
next week, gonna be a week fulls of quizzes.
so, I'm so sick of high school's life.
plus, I don't enjoy my new class.
I don't like some of my classmates.
They are so annoying.
and they're acting like they're the most beautiful and the majorities.
go fuck yourselves, bitches.
*mind my impolite words, I curse in my blog only*

Btw, it's supposed to be our first anniversary. If we didn't break up last month.
but, whatever and who cares.
I just like this date.
8-8-09
lol.

It's august already.
will have my asean scholarship's test on the end of the month.
I gotta take an extra class to prepare myself on the coming test.

Don't have anything to post

Really not in the mood of blogging.
feel like thousand year my absences in blogging.
don't have anything to post! and also this int connection is so damn slow.
School's stuffs are busying me.
I had done my first geo quiz btw.
I'm did quite well.
but the not-cool thing is I did it by myself. *almost all. I only asked for 1 answer to my friend* AND MY FRIENDS CHEATED!
fuck fuck.
look what I'll do if they get better score than me.

Ugh. I think my english is worsen day to day.
enough wif blogging.

Some Photos of Mine

everybody has a brighter aura when they are in love.
:)
Hello, sorry for the lack of the post,.
I didn't feel any urge to post.
finally it's weekend. it's time to blog.

well, as you guys see, I tweets more often than blog.
Twitter has been a great way to share my activities to friends and it's more simple, efficient, and I can do it directly from my blackberry.
so, I can tweet wherever and whenever. not like blog.

anyway,
I'm so sorry for the absences of the post.
Yesterday, I took some photos of mine.
I took lots photos of mine.
I didn't know why suddenly I really wanted to take some photos of myself.
and yeah, no mean to show off, but I have to confess, yesterday was my good photos day. LOL.
really like my photos I took yesterday.

btw, my bb is now blink! upload photo later. byeeeee

Tweets More

I'm sorry for not updating for so long.
I'm busy with school's stuffs
school is really tiring
I am still adapting with the new schedule.

so, maybe I will post seldom and tweets more.
I'm sorry guys.
btw, does anybody notice my new profile picture?
hehe.


Oh ya, maybe I'm going to deactivate my account in facebook.
I'm getting tired of social networking website like that.

check my friend's blog click here by the way :)

Lots of Things to be told to You

aloha peeps.
sorry for not updating for a few days.
I went to Jakarta and stayed in hotel Aryaduta there for 2 nights. It is located strategically on Menteng district.
the hotel is five-starred and we got a junior suite room.
love the room actually.
esp the bathroom. is totally a cool one.
I enjoyed taking bath there or just for taking shower.
lols

we visited the location of the Kuningan bomb that happened a few days ago.
then, the most happiest moment, was I went to Ragusa Italian Ice Cream.
ate Chocolate Sundae there.
I really miss Ragusa's ice cream.
it tastes really good.
but the price is quite expensive.

hehe.
Tuesday was my very first official time studying in Senior High School.
well, I have to say this.
I think Senior High School isn't going to be fantastic.
at least, for yr10.
dont know why, I always feel that the classes are really boring.
plus the teachers are soo lame.
and my classmates seem so serious.
I could read from their face, they're all smart.
so, I will be living this year with so much depression I think.
Have to compete with them.

Today, is my Mommy's 45th Bday .
I gave her a bucket of roses.
3 red roses and 5 white roses.
so there are 8 roses which is meant my love for her will never end.
I love you mom.
Gbu as always :)

Then, I went to EDEN. my bro takes an english course there.
So, I decided to try doing the placement test
well, the writing test was quite dizzying, but I still could handle it.
then, the second session is oral test. This is what I'm lazy about.
but, the teacher who tested me is really friendly. his name is Mark.
I told him bout myself, my hobbies, my family.
then the rest of the interview, we were talking about good chinese restaurants in Bogor.
I think he likes to eat chinese food, so do I.
lol.
then, I finished it quite well.
the result was,
they don't put me on classes.
they said, that I can choose my own class, she said because my score is quite high.
LOL.
I'd rather take a conversation class if dad allows me.
I hate studying grammar again, though my grammar is such an error.
but I haven't decided it yet.
I have to discuss it with my dad first.

tomorrow's Thursday.
I thought that tomorrow's weekend.
I don't enjoy being a tenth grader.
:(

weekend

I'm staying at Hotel AryaDuta Jakarta for 2 nights.
:)

Bomb Blast

bomb blast in Jakarta again.
Kuningan again.
hotels again.
deep condolence for the victims and the families who are left by the people they love
life is just a game.
there's always someone who cheats on it.
and they ruin the others' life.

terrorists,
they don't know how it feels to lose somebody we love
they don't know how to survive in this world,
and finally, they killed people.

we are in one world.
we are human.
we are God's creation.
there's no difference between you and I.
we are world.
why we kill each other?

God, please bless them. forgive them and love them.
God, please bless the spirits.
God, please bring smiles to their family.
God, please send us some guidance from above.
please bless Indonesia.
Amen.

Love Letter to You

hey guys.
last post is so not important. haha.
i'm blogging finally.
the student orientation's week has been a stressful week and hectic week for me
the Stu-Council gives us lots of works to do.
so didn't have much time to blog.
I used to sleep late at 11.00 PM and above
and wake up at 5.00 AM.
so can u imagine how tired was I?
but day to day, they're becoming kinder and kinder
hehe.
they didn't gave us works again yesterday and today.
so, we can sleep peacefully.
:)

well, I have to confess the activities are tiring.
but, they are fun.
the seniors are totally friendly and helpful yet funny.
and yes, the men are handsome :b

Hey , have I told you guys,
I got some new friends.
they are Martheana, Levisya, Vania, Gideon, Felix, and the last but not least is Airin who comes from other class.
hehe.
yippie. hello new friends :) I hope we can be good friends.

Uh I'm so hungry ryt now.
but there's no food to eat in home.
want to eat cheeseburger in Burger King so bad.
and McFlurry Oreo.
there's no McFlurry Oreo here in Indonesia.
hate hate hate.
I wanna come back to Singapore.
at least, to buy some cups of McFlurry Oreo in McDonald's there.
somebody who lives in Singapore, please send them to me.

I haven't known what extracurricular I will take.
I think I quite interest in choir.
Regina Pacis's choir is damn great.
and it is the cheapest.

one of the most-hate moments in my LIFE :
WRITE DOWN A LOVE LETTER AND GIVE IT DIRECTLY TO THE PEOPLE I WRITE FOR.

lotsa fuck fuck fuck
can't u imagine how embarrassing it is??
I don't pray that I would be the winner of the love-letter writing contest.
I REALLY DON'T WANT IT.
hope it won't be me.
*praying.

bubye everyone,
enjoy your food enjoy your day
like foods, they have an expired date,
so does life.
so, enjoy your life and make it useful.
:)

Being busy

this week has been a hectic week
for me and pals.

so, gonna post later.
thank you :)

When we Lose someone we Love

how to heal a broken heart by lexidh on Deviantart

yes, guys.
maybe some of you have mentioned my new status that appears in facebook or maybe my tweet
I broke up with my boyf.
we ended our relationship.
peacefully. there was no quarrel between us.
it's difficult to explain the reason why I broke up with him.
He was my nicest boyfriend. my greatest boyfriend.
breaking up is our choice
we both want to be single .
we're now bestfriends.
nothing to be regretted of
I love you Y, u made my dark sky became brighter and brighter,
u were there when I needed u,
u were my perfect, my flawless.
thank u for everything.
I still love u till now.
u know I'll always be missing u

a tough week , I thank God for making me keep in faith

I wanna scream out loud,
shout to the world,
I still love him
Still missing him
Still love him.

;'(

hello high school

hello all.
today's my first day attending my high school
the student council members gave us some instruction about the MOS.
a week of introducing new school and the environment
can't believe there are so much things to do
the hardest and the most difficult thing to do
is making the nametag
imagine, we have to make a nametag and draw a map of Indonesia on it
we also have to draw some boxes on the map
plus, we have to stick our photo on our name tag.
a black and white one, 3x4, newest photo
fyi, I dont have any.
:(

I entered my new classroom.
well, it's true that I'm in one classroom wiv my boyf.
I think it will be difficult in the beginning
hope everything will be just fine.
and hellass,
there is none of my BFs stay in the classroom wiv me.
T.T
but, i guess it will be okay.
meet some new friends and got introduced to some new friends.
hello new friends :)
hello new classmates :)
hello seniors :)
hello high school :)

That All I Do now is just to be closer with you

Oh My goodness
this internet connection
is
a
bitch

!!
hate telkomspeedy for sure.


**
I have received my school books that I will use in the grade X
they are 25 books and they are really damn heavy
and also
I have known some names that will be my classmates in the grade X
mom said I will be in the same class with my boyf
dont know what I am supposed to be
happy or not?
and I think I'm not gonna love this class
but who knows.
I'll might be seated in X-6
the last class in X classes
then, my bestfriends might be not in the same class with me
but, there is no formal information about the classes yet
so still waiting
for the best

need to go to the nearest bookstore
I have to buy a book or some books
not novels, nor comics
more educational yes.
:)
can't tell u what it is.

talking about school and education,
Have I told you that I have signed up for the ASEAN Scholarship?
yes, I signed up for it.
I'm hoping that I could get it.
a scholarship to study in Singapore.
for free.
so, please, pray for me.
and beside that, I have to improve my English and grammar.
improve my Math skill.
and others.
so, have to improve in so many things.

as usual, I always make my resolution list
but, I haven't made my resolution list for the Senior High School
I wanna be the first rank in my class
I wanna be in Science class
I wanna get the scholarship
I wanna be graduated with high scores
I wanna change
I wanna be more mature
etc.
so, wait for the real resolution list :)
I will write with faith
and confidence

When photos tell untold stories

Singapore Science Centre
with Meilisa

sentosa

with mom and bro , vivocity

Marina Bay

were in SilosoBeach, Sentosa

Clarke Quay

Memorial Statue


there are gazillion photos still.
but, this damned connection is really slow.
will upload the rests soon.
sorry :(

Bye Singapore, I'll be missing you

HELLOOOO
finally reached home !!
9 days and 8 nights in singapore were totally tiring but really fun !
got lots of new stuffs there.
but, I didn't take many photos because I haven't repaired my camera :(
Meilisa did take some pict of us when we were there.

I bought 3pairs of shoes there.
the first is a pink flatshoes which I bought in CottonOn, the second one is a pair of black flatshoes; I bought it in Bugis, the third one is a pair of black shinny shoes I bought it from Charles&Keith.
happy :D
upload photos later.

then, I bought about 5 shirts in IPZone.
bought a jacket from IPZone again

then, I bought some souvenirs for my beloved friends :)

anw, singapore is always been a perfect country.
my dream country to live in there.
the perfect transportation, perfect places to spend your money without think twice, perfect place to refresh your eyes with cute boys ;) lols.
I really want to live there. Want to school there.

I'm so tired just now.
continue posting later.
so bubye

Singapore, here I come !

I will be jetting off to Singapore tomorrow
so, I'm not gonna post for about 8 days.
will be back to Indonesia on 8th July
I'll miss you guys.

contacted Fiona minutes ago
she said Bali is fine.
good weather.
She just finished diving when I texted her
I wanna go diving too.
but, Singapore is okay la.
:)

Dad gives me SGD550 for 8 days trip in Singapore.
well, not much, but it's pretty good.
I can manage my financial there
thanks, daddy.
FYI, daddy wouldn't come with us to Singapore
he has lodsa works here in Jakarta
too bad dad.

will bring my blackberry.
and I will use XL for sure.
so, send ur msg to my XL numb please.

I haven't finished packing
Confused of what else shall I bring
will continue packing after this


Bubbyee ! :)

Misunderstanding

Just got back from Bandung.
well, I have to say this.
I found lots of cute stuffs in Debenhams.
but I didn't buy anything there
my mum became so suck yesterday
she didn't allow me to buy anything there
I want some flats moom.

look at the picture above
Out Of Order
some Indonesian people r misunderstanding
with this phrase.
can u guys tell me what does it mean?
yes, it means that something is broken.

but, my friends and some Indonesian people,
do mistakes
they still think that this phrase means :
empty, no stock, usually found in stores.


not to show off
but to inform u guys
:)

Come Back to Me

currently addicted to Come Back To Me by David Cook.

just love the lyrics and David's voice and the video.

Tomorrow's plan :

• Go to Botani Square, meet my boyf and Dina.
  
• Go to Senayan City, mom said that Debenhams is having a sale
• Go to apartment in Kelapa Gading
• Go to Bandung and stay there for a night
  

Singapore !

Talking about holiday.
Fiona is going to go to Bali on 29th June.
and lots of friends are going there too.

Everybody will have fun on theirs holiday.
So will I .
:)
I'll spend my holiday
from 30th June to 8th July
in Singapore !!
Yay !

will go there soon with mum, cousins, bro, and Meilisa !
first time spending holiday with friend.
anw, can't wait till the date !
hihi.
but, we aren't going to spend holiday like we're a shopaholic or a millionaire.
We will be backpacker there.
Stay in cheap place.
eat in cheap restaurants.
and shop in traditional markets.
we won't go shopping alot.
we won't spend our money on buying branded stuff..
although, there is having a great sale.

so, here are the places I wanna visit when I'm in Singapore.

Marina Bay.
It was being renovated when I came to Singapore last year.
so sad.

red dots traffic museum
if I can't enter it, maybe I'll take some photos there.
:)

Orchard Road
the paradise of shopping

Bugis Street Market
the 'cheaps' are here

Siloso Beach in Singapore
gonna take some photos there
and I have something to buy there.
A swimsuit maybe.
:)
I bought one there and I like it very much

and many more.
lols.
can't wait to go there.


see ya guys.

Farewell

Yesterday was my farewell party

the theme was vintage
Okay, it was totally boring.
but it is understandable.

this is Junior High School
not a Senior.

:)

took some photos.
some photos come from @sunshine after the rain

Meilisa and I

Me & Meilisa

Me, Meilisa, Natasha, Sarita, Fiona, Dina


wearing ; unbranded polkadot dress, DIY necklace, DIY ribbony headpiece, Roxy sling bag, silver flatshoes bought from The Catwalk


sweaty me
thx to my boyf who took this pict :p

what happened to my lips?
lols.




anw, we had fun yesterday.
farewell my friends :)
we are now graduated.
we are now not junior high schoolers anymore.
we are now senior high schoolers.
the memories will be kept in my heart forever.
thank you teachers for everything you have taught us.
we learned so much things
we learned about friendship, discipline, manner, love,
and the most important thing
is LIFE.

we started with a big smile and laugh
on our tiny faces
let us end this with a big smile and laugh
on our mature faces

we got so much changes.
since we entered this school..


thank you love,
for teaching me how to wait, how to give, how to share,
and how to love my boyfriend.

:)

Good news in a Bad day

GUESS WHAT ???!!

I PASSED THE NATIONAL EXAM.
MY RESULT IS SATISFYING.
yayyyyyy
superb yayyyyyy
mega yayyyyyy

thanks God.
I love You so much.
thank You for being this GREAT to me.
You answered my prayer.
as usual :)

my scores are great.
got 10,00 for my MATH test!!
amazeddddd B-)
and 9,60 for my ENGLISH test!!
and got 8,00++ for the others.
so my total score is 36,40
:)


thank you guys for the prayer
and finally, I'm no longer listed as a junior high school student
but, I'll be listed as a SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL student
people says senior high school's moments are unforgettable

Can't believe
time goes so fast
feels like just yesterday I entered my elementary school
and finally I'll wear that skirt.
greys :D

Thank you for everyone who has supported me.
I finally come with a good news and result.

My Best Love to Jesus Christ .
xoxo.

Wishlist

browsed Forever21 's website
and found lots of adorable and cute stuffs.
put them on my holiday's wishlist.
:)

Suddenly I See

warning ; this post is not related with the title.

does anybody recognize my title?
it is a title of song.
i forgot who sings it.
anyway, i love this song.

***
really tired today.
my lil cousin, jesslyn, came to my house.
and I played with her from morning to noon.
sacrificed my nap time.
but, its okay la.
she's so adorable and not a naughty girl. :)
she's so nice.
and tomorrow she'll celebrate her 4th bday .
I have prepared for the gift.
I have ordered some cupcakes with the Disney Princesses on them.
tomorrow will take it.

omg. uploading photo takes really long time !!

she is so cute and adorable, isn't she?
btw, she was wearing my ex dress.
I wore it to Jesslyn's mom marriage.
about 4 years ago.
and surprisingly, it FITS on 4th years old girl.
OMG.


***
BTW, tomorrow is supposed to be my result day .
but, it is canceled.
they don't know how nervous we are.
arghhh.

pray for me, and my friends and my boyfriend, and my bestfriends guys.
please.

Apologize me

apologize me for the previous melancholic post.
too many things stressed me out.
can't help my emotions leak out.

xoxo ;

I come to the saddest point in my life.

haa. yesterday watched film @Box Office wiv boyf and some peeps.
the film was creepy. and sucks for me. here are the reasons :
1. I came late cos sumthing wrong wiv my car.
2. I didn't understand the film.
3. I watched horror movie but none of the film was horror.

the title is Missing.

***
I'm going to spend my holiday in Singapore.
in the beginning, I was very happy knowing my father allow me to go to Singapore, with cousin and MEILISA, and mum. it's gonna be teenagers' holiday. excpt mum. hihi.
but, when I told my boyf about my plan spending holiday there, his reaction was really not satisfying. u can say it was far away from satisfying. he became angry and he said he was totally disappointed with my plan.
now, when the ticket is finally in my hand, I haven't got place to stay there. :(

***

suddenly, I'm about tired living my life.
not because I haven't got place to stay in sg, nor because my family problem.

my boyf is angry to me now.
I'm tired babe. I'm tired of having quarrel with you.
I'm tired of disappointing you. I know I am always wrong.
Maybe I never make you happy.
I always bring disappoint things to you.
I will never be perfect. and I will never be like what you want.
If this is love, I want to stop.

**
my mom is angry to me now.
She's angry to me, for unknown reason.
I don't feel I made mistake.
My BRO did it.
but why r u angry to me now?

**
my bro sucks.
very sucks.
he keeps shouting at me. and shouting words I dislike.
FUCK.

**

I feel like I want to end up my life very soon.
I'm done.
Done for this tiring life.

**

am I supposed to end up my life for problems?

**

I don't know.

**

I don't know what to say anymore.
This blog is really helpful for me.
I have stopped sharing with my friends about my problems.

***
Sometimes they make me feel better after I share them about my problems.
but, most of time, I just can't feel better. Maybe it just disappears for a sec but it comes again.

DIY project

then ...



yay. got my ribbon headpiece : )

my first DIY thing.

yay.

got inspired from

forever 21






i know mine is still worse than the forever 21's

next DIY project : STATEMENT NECKLACE.

:):)

Our result will be satisfying

I never say that I love my country.
but, I didn't want anybody to tell bad things about my country.

***
sorry for days without posts
.
was so busy from weekend until today.
my uncle and aunt with their children which are my cousins came to Bogor and
we have to guide them to travel Jakarta and Bogor
because they are from Bandung.
and went to Jakarta Fair.
upload photo soon.
there was so crowded.
and i dont like crowd place.
then, on Monday.
accompanied my father to airport.
He is in Malaysia now.
then, mum , grandma, and me went to ITC and did some shopping there ;)

today.
went to Grand Indonesia
and had a windowshopping.
:)



congrats to my seniors in high school which have been graduated.
I meant, they passed the test successfully
and received good news from the postman.

my result will come on Saturday.
this Saturday.
20th June.
Please guys pray on me.
and my boyf, and my friends.
and whole ninth graders in Indonesia.



btw, I'm gonna spend 9 days in Singapore.
start from 30th June till 8th July.
yayyyy :)

I'm a die-hard fan **

a bucket of flowers = )
is that for me?
haha.
***

can't get myself enough from Lee Min Ho. :p

woke up at 7.00 AM.
dad woke me up.
he didn't know I slept late night.

saturday !! yayy .
Hope today will be great day.
my lil' cousin from Bandung will come

Addicted To BBF :p

as always lee min ho
I adore you.
lol.


went nowhere today.
ah. just went to Botani Square wiv mom and auntie.
met Mei & her boyf there
they were going to watch 17 Again.
they kinda invited me to join but I didn't want.
not in the mood of watching films and go wiv friends.
not because I'm having problem wiv them.
I just feel that everytime I go wiv friends and boyf, I spend lots money.
LOTS.
and it makes me become more consumptive
I have to practice to save my money.

can't stop thinking about Lee Min Ho.
haha.
OMG. he's just so handsome. and adorable.
;p
okay,, stop thinking bout him.
my boyf becomes jealous of me thinking min ho. ;p



tomorrow my auntie and uncle and their children from bandung will come to my house.
and my guess, I will spend my weekend wiv them.
and I think I will go to Jakarta Fair.

I can't help myself from Lee Min Ho's flawless :P

totally adicted with BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS.
OMG. those 4 boys really really hot.
esp Goo Jun Pyo ( Lee Min Ho )

finished watch it just a few minutes ago.
yesterday bought it, and watched it until 1.30 AM !
then I woke up at 8.00 AM.
drank some water, refreshed my eyes, and continued watching.
and I just finished it..
wondering is there really a man like Goo Jun Pyo.
handsome, rich, smart, cool, romantic in mysterious way, and full of surprises, has a great body shape..
If there really is..I could die for him. HAHAA.

copied about gazillion photos of BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS and of course,
LEE MIN HO ;p

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥