memories

huuh. today's  my bad day

old memories come back to me 

and all of those memories are so close to me now

i just felt that those happened just yesterday 

you will never know how hurt it is

when you love someone 

deeply, sincerely, truly

but he never notice it

he never care for you 

never think of you

never dream of you

and when you think you will leave him

and search for another, better one

he seems don't want to let you go

his eyes say that 'don't go, stay with me' 

but his spoke tell the opposite

you're hurt

but you don't want to go

your heart says 'stay'

then you follow your heart

you stay but he doesn't change

and the worse, he says he still loves his ex

whose doesn't love him

you pray 

pray to God if He means to let you and him be together

but it doesn't works

finally, you go away 

you try to forget him

your heart is so broken 

and you promise yourself that you won't be in love anymore

you're closed off from love

you're sick

sick of love

and think that you're worthless

you're ugly

you're meaningless

it's hurt. 

broken heart is always hurts. 

no excuse.

it always hurts

when you teardrops fall down from your eyes

and he dumped you 

it hurts