Motions

I don't mind if you keep insisting me to do what you want.
Since u're my boyfriend and u have a little right to manage my life.
but, please, don't ever break my heart.


lately, my motions turn out and in so fast.
like, a minute ago I was happy then suddenly it turns to tears.
well, not that fast. but yes, I don't know why.
my motions are unstable lately.
sadly.

got a lot of school's stuff.
I had my comp and geo and english quizzes done.
Screwed my english quiz.
I totally forgot the past form of 'sting'.
it sucks. sucks.
next week, gonna be a week fulls of quizzes.
so, I'm so sick of high school's life.
plus, I don't enjoy my new class.
I don't like some of my classmates.
They are so annoying.
and they're acting like they're the most beautiful and the majorities.
go fuck yourselves, bitches.
*mind my impolite words, I curse in my blog only*

Btw, it's supposed to be our first anniversary. If we didn't break up last month.
but, whatever and who cares.
I just like this date.
8-8-09
lol.

It's august already.
will have my asean scholarship's test on the end of the month.
I gotta take an extra class to prepare myself on the coming test.

weekend

I'm staying at Hotel AryaDuta Jakarta for 2 nights.
:)

Come Back to Me

currently addicted to Come Back To Me by David Cook.

just love the lyrics and David's voice and the video.

Tomorrow's plan :

• Go to Botani Square, meet my boyf and Dina.
  
• Go to Senayan City, mom said that Debenhams is having a sale
• Go to apartment in Kelapa Gading
• Go to Bandung and stay there for a night
  

Our result will be satisfying

I never say that I love my country.
but, I didn't want anybody to tell bad things about my country.

***
sorry for days without posts
.
was so busy from weekend until today.
my uncle and aunt with their children which are my cousins came to Bogor and
we have to guide them to travel Jakarta and Bogor
because they are from Bandung.
and went to Jakarta Fair.
upload photo soon.
there was so crowded.
and i dont like crowd place.
then, on Monday.
accompanied my father to airport.
He is in Malaysia now.
then, mum , grandma, and me went to ITC and did some shopping there ;)

today.
went to Grand Indonesia
and had a windowshopping.
:)



congrats to my seniors in high school which have been graduated.
I meant, they passed the test successfully
and received good news from the postman.

my result will come on Saturday.
this Saturday.
20th June.
Please guys pray on me.
and my boyf, and my friends.
and whole ninth graders in Indonesia.



btw, I'm gonna spend 9 days in Singapore.
start from 30th June till 8th July.
yayyyy :)

Addicted To BBF :p

as always lee min ho
I adore you.
lol.


went nowhere today.
ah. just went to Botani Square wiv mom and auntie.
met Mei & her boyf there
they were going to watch 17 Again.
they kinda invited me to join but I didn't want.
not in the mood of watching films and go wiv friends.
not because I'm having problem wiv them.
I just feel that everytime I go wiv friends and boyf, I spend lots money.
LOTS.
and it makes me become more consumptive
I have to practice to save my money.

can't stop thinking about Lee Min Ho.
haha.
OMG. he's just so handsome. and adorable.
;p
okay,, stop thinking bout him.
my boyf becomes jealous of me thinking min ho. ;p



tomorrow my auntie and uncle and their children from bandung will come to my house.
and my guess, I will spend my weekend wiv them.
and I think I will go to Jakarta Fair.

Feels Like I'm A Businesswoman

apologize for the previous posting.
was so mad of them.
but after I took a long deep breathe everything was getting better.
I dont know what'll happen tomorrow.
maybe they'll come wiv me.
or maybe not.
dont care anymore and let it flow. :)

saturday and will not go anywhere.
my Volvo has some troubles with his machine. [Volvo is a gent,hehe]. The driver is taking him to the car's hospital. hehe. I think he's gonna face some surgeons.
Get well soon, Volvo. :)

Dad has a meeting in Jakarta. He is on the way now.
And probably, he'll go home in the evening.
He's now become busier with his works and his new company. and new office too.

Mom is pickin' up my bro from school.
He joined some competition named Shukken.
I dont have idea what it is.

and now, here, I'm alone.
My boyf is still in Sulawesi, but now he's not in Pomalaa anymore.
He arrived at Kendari at about 1.00 am.
from Pomalaa to Kendari needs at least 5 hours.
I called him and we had a video call.
Miss him a lot.

thinking about going shopping to ITC Mangga Dua.
but not today.
maybe tomorrow.

and let me tell you about my plans during the next weekend which is the first week of June.
Omg. It's June already..
Time goes so fast.

Monday : Watch Terminator wiv boyf and some friends myb.
Tuesday : Go to Jakarta wiv friends and hang out
Wednesday : Go to Yun Sin rest to celebrate Mei's and Monic's bday , and might have a fitness
Thursday : Go to Samantha's house and make some home made cupcakes wiv Icha
Friday : Probably stay at home


<3 Cheers !

Finally Home

reached home finally. yesterday, went to Jakarta and headed to apartment cos the worker worked there so we had to watch after him. then, my family and I went to Bandung and spent weekend there. met my cousin's boyfriend which is suck. I dont like him! haha. He looks like gay. ups. too rude? sorry. haha. then from Bandung, we went to Jakarta, stopped at dad's new office at Kuningan which is veryyy veryy modern. haha. and then, went to dad's old office in Sudirman which is connected with Grand Indonesia, and had a window shopping there. Dad's old office is on 50th floor. How high it is!!

Oh yes, I've got a tip for you guys who have a house or villa in somewhere that you seldom come to it, you might pray lots when you're staying there. cos, my bro was so spooky that he couldn't control himself when we're in villa. he kept laughing and laughing and he couldn't stop it. He cried, and pointed to me. His body was freezing and sweating. Previously, we just thought that he was kidding. and can't stop laughing is an usual thing. but, laterly, he really really became so spooky and he talked to himself and said 'get out'.
luckily, my grandma was there. she prayed for my brother and slowly he became calm.

he told us, that he felt that his body was out of control and he couldn't stop to laugh. he felt that
'something' was in his body and took control of his body. and he heard a girl said to him 'don't fight'. OMG. I was scared!! but, I know, God's power is much BIGGER than satan's. In Jesus, we'll find no scare. Jesus Bless us and takes control of ours. He saves us. He's truly God. and nothing can beat Him. Thank You God. Love u. :)